Randomness II

So as you can see I am not good at keeping up with this blogging stuff. I forget and get distracted and randomly remember that I have one lol. It is a good thing that I dont have any followers or else I would surely disappoint! What's new you ask? Well not much really, trying to keep healthy and active. Taking care of my son and looking for work is a full time job. He is now 13 months and staring to walk every where he goes. He still crawles but now is beginning to relize that walking is faster!

I have begun reading alot more, which when that happens I want to write more. Problem is that when that happens I never know where to start or if I do start where to go with it. I can usually get a paragraph or to down, but then I get stuck and I dont know how to continue. Which sucks because I have alot of really good ideas for books!! So I am at this impase with it. Which is why I try to blog more, I figure that if I do that more often and keep it going then I can get more use to writing all the time. We will see, so far I forget about this site, and nothing ever gets done! *sighs* I do hope that one day I will be able to actually finish a book, for me, I dont care if it ever get published(ok a little) I just want to complete one. I also thought about starting one on here, like a series of short stories. Maybe that would help get me started! I would have to come up with some ideas, I think I just might work down that avenue first. We will see where it goes. Hopefully somewhere!

I am single right now and trying to focus on my son and looking for work. I need to get settled and create a better home for him. I mean really im 30 and live at my dad's! I didnt think that it would end up this way but it has and now I am trying to make the best of it. I now more than ever feel the need to create a home and a life for us. He may not have his father in his life but he does have people who love and cherish him! I tend to worry a bit to much about how things will turn out, as if I am racing against a clock and I dont want time to suddenly be up. I know thats not how things work but I still think that way in the back of my mind. I love him and he is my world.

I am now a red head, well I use to be for a long time but then one day I dyed it black. Then later put red streaks in it then tried to get the black out, and after failing miserably died it back to black. I then got pregnant and was told that I was not allowed to dye my hair because of them chemicals in it could affect the baby. So I let my hair grow out and now its red! Well I think that this is all for now. I've wrote down more than I thought I would and am happy with it!! Till next time(hopefully it soon...lol)